You know when you talk to someone, and it messes up your feelings? Yeah, that's what happened to me. I had a chat with her, and now I'm all mixed up inside.

I'm asking myself, "What am I even doing?" Why do I keep talking to her when I know she can't be mine? It doesn't make sense, right? I feel lost about whether I should keep talking to her or just stop.

I'm torn. One moment, I think I should stop because it hurts too much. Then, the next moment, I wonder if talking somehow helps me feel a bit better, even if just for a short while.

My brain says, "Stop it, it's not worth the pain." But my heart? It seems to want this connection, even if it hurts.

It's like being stuck in a maze without knowing which way to go. Should I keep talking, or should I just cut it off completely? I don't have a clue.

Right now, I'm feeling lost, not sure what to do next. Maybe I'll figure it out later. Sometimes, these feelings need time to clear up. Until then, I'm stuck in this confusion, trying to make sense of it all.