Hey... It's me...

As you know...

I miss you and was calling to tell you Thank you...

Thank you for make me laugh... Thank you for making me smile... Thank you for letting me be part of your life...

You are very special to me.

And I love you so much... I cannot begin to explain, how much you mean to me...

But there is just one thing inside me... that overtakes all of my feelings.. it overpowers me and... I just want to see what's next?

I feel down and nobody knows... I don't feel like myself anymore... I don't feel the purpose of me here on the earth.. I don't see why I need to be here and I have been struggling for a long time... I have been fighting my feelings for a long time and I just can't take anymore... I can't take anymore of the pain...

So by the time you get this message... you don't have to respond, coz I won't reply and I am very sorry... I am sorry you had to hear this, this way and I am sorry that I have to do this...

Thank you for being a part of my life.