Hey... It's me

I just wanted to say... I miss you.... I mean soo muchh...

I got to thinking yesterday and I ran across one of our old pictures and I almost tried to call.... but obviously I didn't....

I'm still full of questions and I'm not really quite sure if I'll have enough time to ask them...

But, do you ever wonder about me??? Like the way I do...

I wonder if you're alright cause last time we spoke you didn't seem alright but that's not my place anymore... so I can't ask

Do you even think about what happened and wonder where we would be if it didn't...

I do...

But that probably makes me sound really crazy because I should just let you go.. right? I should just drop everything I knew about you and pretend that we never ever happened... pretend I didn't approach you and try to build a bond that I know I messed up... but I can't pretend it didn't happen...

I saw so much going for you... you know? so much positivity...

I just wanna know did you actually care about me?? or was it really just nothing... and I think I meant literally nothing to you... and if that is not true then show me how it's not true... because something like what we had doesn't just crash and burn after somebody's mistake...

But yeahh... I believe one day everything will be fine... We will just have to wait and see...

After a month and a half I found myself calling you memory and I never wanted that cause I wanted us to last you know... I wanted our future... but you just didn't want that anymore but I guess I understand and I have to live with that...

But you can call me anytime if you want.. I will be there for you Always...

Bye...