I wanted you

I wanted you to see my heart

I wanted you to see through my useless words

I wanted you to see my love

I wanted you to see what I had to offer

I wanted you to see that I wasnt going to just leave you.. like the others..

I wanted you to see what your spell had done to me

I wanted you to see that I could never just ’up and leave’..

I wanted you

I wanted you to know that no matter what was said I would never take anything to heart.

Nevermind, I did. I took a lot to heart, but it was only because I thought every word you said was pure gold.. Not filled with venom.. I thought that maybe, just.. maybe you’d mean it.

I wanted you to know that I loved you with everything That I could give from my dainty heart..

My heart is shattered.. Im broken.. Torn in two.. I thought you could handle me.. I thought you could put the pieces back together that’s why I wanted you to.. I thought that maybe you’d see past my tiny smile.. And just hug me and tell me you loved me.. But you never did. Maybe.. I was too good at it..

I wanted you to see that I wasn’t giving up

I wanted you to see that I wasn’t giving up on us On you Or on myself.. I couldn’t.

I wanted you

I wanted you to know me like the back of your hand.

I wanted you to be able to spit facts out about me on the spot.

I wanted you to say the things you felt scared to say..

I wanted you to know me.. for me.

I wanted you to be able to understand My slight shrugs and non-tight hugs..

I wanted you to see that I wasn’t happy with myself.

I wanted you to see that I’ve been waiting hand and foot for your move..

I wanted you to take a walk in my shoes..

I wanted you to love me the way I loved you.. Oh my god..

I just wanted you. Even after everything that happened.. I wanted you..