No matter how long it was...
Feelings are not measured by time or day.
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During that short period of time in our relationship, I just wanted to let you know that you are valuable. By the word valuable, I mean that you're special because you have the ability to comfort a depressing/weird person such as me.
Idk, I just don't want our memories to turn into something that will disappear forever. I know it sound crazy since we only met for a short amount of time, but I learned a lot during that period of time.
I don't want to forget how I felt when I was holding you, talking to you, sitting back on your scooty, and looking at you while you slept on call. I wish you could see what I saw in you.
I read back our old conversations and it just doesnt match up to your personality sometimes.
You admit that you're messy but you have to realize that you need to change.. be more mature.. or maybe I need to change.. idk
I care about your feelings more than mine always...
I know that I have to move on, but this is going to hurt. One day i'll look back at this and I wonder what would be your response after I texted hundreds of messages while I was blocked.
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Months has been passed but I still miss you every single day, memories still pop up in my mind no matter how busy I am, my brain always want to think about it.